Thursday, December 22, 2005
ayu rant*_;
today, i sent another dedication and young, read it out again. it's still about my dilemma problem part 2. he wants to know what awi did to me till that im mad at him. i'll sms him the part 3 tmrw. so did shan wee, he read out my dedication too. except for shan promised me that he will be playing the song 'all about us' as requested, today, on the 22nd, at 11 pm ++. should be around there cause he couldn't play it at that point of time, since he's going to play that song later, when he broadcast the interview with t.A.T.u in taipei. watch out for it, aite?
so, i think im officially through with awi. i guess. im being very mean. i hate myself for doing this to awi.
i just don't love u nomore, im sorry. reli sorry dear. i dont have the hearts to tell u that i've found someone else cause it will be more hurtful to say that. i'll always treasure those days being with u. im serious. i didnt mean to leave u. i dont want to be unsure of myself and continue cheating on u. and i repeat, i don not want to continue cheating on u. i reli hope u would understand that. and yes, im alredi attached to herman now. he's been waiting for me for quite some time. even more than u i guess. im sure u can find another girl who is way much much better than me. again i wanna say, im sorry dear.
to the N.A.S, hate me if u want, guys. i hope i can prove u guys wrong about what u guys think. im sorry naz, aff, and sue.
i hope u guys support me even though my decisions sucks. miss u girls. alot.
