ayu rant*_;

TODAY, im talking about 20th Dec, except that it was because i blog late at night so now its 21st Dec.

TODAY, is herman's birthday.
TODAY, im off, not working.
TODAY, herman isn't working either.
TODAY, i had already planned to go out with herman.
TODAY, herman and i went to tmall together looking for clothings and stuffs.
TODAY, herman and i, looks like this is our first date.
TODAY, herman and i, are like a loving couple.

TODAY, herman and i hold hands while walking, and we both look, oh-so-perfect because he's taller than me only a little.
TODAY, i realised that age, really doesn't matter.
TODAY, i feel like im starting to fall in love with herman.
TODAY, i feel so good when herman hugged me cause my chin could reach his shoulder.
TODAY, we watched KING KONG, get 6 free cheesy hotdogs because the counter had forgotten to key them in but at the same time, lose a FREE BEN and JERRY chocolate cookie dough ice cream.
TODAY, my boyfren's back from bangkok and like, i do not have much info upon his arrival bcoz he didn't tell me anything.
TODAY, im still mad at him bcoz he wasn't serious about his departure and that bcoz of that, we didnt get to see each other for the farewell.
TODAY, i am still mad at awi.
TODAY, i do feel i am a slut. because i AM cheating on awi.
TODAY, i think we just had an argument.
TODAY, i heard he didn't return home or he isn't home yet.
TODAY, im frustrated with awi. where the hell is he?!
TODAY, im worried sick about awi. what does her sister mean he's not home yet?
TODAY, i feel so depressed and confused.
TODAY AND THE DAYS TO COME, im in dilemma. only until something happen.

what on earth is happening ??!