Wednesday, December 07, 2005
What has got into me ?
Blogging in the middle of the night . Things aren't going their way .
Falsehood is easy , truth so difficult .
Sometimes you have to lie to care for one's feeling , but the guilt would stay with you a whole-lifetime . I ain't gonna make this into a lengthy essay but my feelings are bottled up - how's that ?
its bloody shit . It is very hard to say the exact truth, even about your own immediate feelings -
much harder than to say something fine about them which is not the exact truth . Urghh ~
Love's a bitch , Life's a bastard .I need time
I need love
I need space
I need me
Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime.
Difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage. I feel the other way round , as more problems begin pouring , things get reaaalll worst .
When i say worst , they are pretty well enough to make me go bonkers .Urgghh~ School's re-opening soon and
there starts the O'Level Year for N.A.S.A's . Gossh , i wonder how the hell am i gonna cope . Tuition will be the solution , i guess .
and yes , no more sleeping during lessons . not forgetting ~ abscounding . Weeee!!! (= Kisses , Fsh Almthr