Undefined mentality of derangeness in you doesnt make sense does it. Come to think of it, I get quite of giddy just by thinking of it. Absurd it may be, I love the way it goes. For example, the bad pronouncation I just had possess, thanks to bitches of course. Look how the world revolves. Round and round it goes. Just like the way a carnival ride goes - how cool, it rhymes. Saying to a person that you love him/her when actually you dont have the affectionate feelings towards them isnt quite a sentence you actually want to say to the other party. I mean, I say I love you to my friends like almost all of the time in my life. It actually converts the phrase into another meaning such as I care for you, or I love you for doing so and so, and I find it so sweet that no other phrase such as I love you could deliver such a great sense of gratitude to you. But when you say it often, and that time special time comes and you say it to them about how you feel intimately for, the person will not take the phrase too seriously. That's when I get so fed up. Bleargh. I dont even know what I'm typing about. I'm just too tired to even shit! Bye gym, Hello soccer! And by tomorrow, you'll find me by the road side of Orchard, begging, for money - yeah right !. Shitass you. I'm not a friggin' beggar.




this is how a heart breaks ..
-suee